暂停下载lrc！<br><br>[ti:going through changes]<br>[ar:eminem]<br>[al:recovery]<br>[by:www.geciduoduo.com]<br>[00:-2.00]eminem - going through changes<br>[04:39.29][04:23.50][03:25.31][03:10.06][02:24.07][02:07.95][01:20.04][01:07.56][00:20.65][00:-1.00]<br>[04:23.94][03:10.69][02:09.46][01:15.60][01:07.82][00:14.20][00:05.84]i’m going through changes<br>[00:20.93]lately i really, feel like i’m rolling for ___ like philly,<br>[00:24.86]i feel like i’m losing control of myself, i sincerely,<br>[00:27.56]i apologize if all that i sound like, is i’m complaining,<br>[00:30.96]but life keeps on complicating, an’ i’m debating,<br>[00:32.96]on leaving this world, this evening, even my girls,<br>[00:36.22]can see i’m grievin’, i try and hide it,<br>[00:38.08]but i can’t, why do i act like i’m all high and mighty,<br>[00:40.68]when inside, i’m dying, i am finally realizing i need help.<br>[00:44.12]i can’t do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks i’ve been having ups and downs,<br>[00:48.15]going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying,<br>[00:50.35]around with the idea, of ending the shit right here.<br>[00:53.77]i’m hatin’ my reflection, i walk around the house tryin’ to fight mirrors,<br>[00:57.60]i can’t stand what i look like, yeah, i look fat, but what do i care?<br>[01:01.59]i give a fuck, only thing i fear, is hailie,<br>[01:04.38]i’m afraid if i close my eyes i might see her,<br>[01:07.25]shit..<br>[01:22.36]i lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin’ at noon,<br>[01:25.28]yeah dad’s in a bad mood, he’s always snappin’ at you.<br>[01:27.98]marshall what happened at you, you can’t stop with these pills,<br>[01:31.03]and you’ve fallen off with your skills, and your own fans are laughin’ at you.<br>[01:33.57]it become a problem you’re too pussy to tackle, get up,<br>[01:36.50]be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled.<br>[01:39.63]know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed,<br>[01:42.03]they say proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust,<br>[01:44.67]nah, it ain’t like doody to do that,<br>[01:46.99]he wouldn’t fuckin’ shoot at, no-body, he fights first,<br>[01:49.93]but dwellin’ on it only makes the night worse,<br>[01:51.68]now i’m poppin vic’s, perks and methadone pills.<br>[01:54.75]yeah em, tight verse, you killed it,<br>[01:56.76]fuckin’ drug dealers hang around me like "yes man",<br>[01:59.46]and they gon’ do whatever i says when, i says it,<br>[02:03.04]it’s in their best interest to protect their investment.<br>[02:05.85]and i just lost my fuckin’ best friend, so fuck it, i guess then...<br>[04:30.19][03:18.14][02:16.95]don’t know what i’m going through, but i just keep on going through changes...<br>[02:24.49]my friends just can’t understand this new me,<br>[02:26.45]that’s understandable man, but just think how bananas you’d be,<br>[02:29.14]you’d be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo.<br>[02:33.53]and everybody’s lookin’ at you, what you want me to do,<br>[02:36.52]i’m startin’ to live like a recluse and the truth is,<br>[02:39.26]fame startin’ to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low.<br>[02:42.65]i sit alone in my home theatre, watchin’ the same damn dvd,<br>[02:46.58]of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive.<br>[02:49.35]and it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin’ pills’ll make me feel alright.<br>[02:52.79]and if i’m still awake in the middle of the night,<br>[02:55.23]i just take a couple more, yeah you’re motherfuckin’ right,<br>[02:57.98]i ain’t slowin’ down for no one, i am almost homeward bound.<br>[03:00.78]almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, don’t look now,<br>[03:03.50]daddy, don’t you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground.<br>[03:06.66]fuck, don’t i know the sound of that voice,<br>[03:08.70]yeah baby hold me down.<br>[03:26.28]wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, plus somehow i’m pullin’ through.<br>[03:29.77]swear when i come back i’ma be bulletproof.<br>[03:31.84]i’ma do it just for proof, i think i should state a few,<br>[03:34.60]facts, cause i may not get a chance again to say the truth.<br>[03:37.39]shit it just hit me that what if i would notta made it through?<br>[03:40.16]i think about the things i would never got to say to you,<br>[03:42.87]i’d never get to make it right, so here’s what i came to do.<br>[03:45.76]hailie this one is for you, whitney and alaina too,<br>[03:48.52]i still love your mother, that’ll never change,<br>[03:50.74]think about her every day, we just could never get it together.<br>[03:53.91]hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it,<br>[03:56.39]but i swear on everything, i’d do anything for her on anyday.<br>[03:59.72]there are just too many things, to explain, when it rains,<br>[04:02.53]guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn’t any pain.<br>[04:05.30]but i can’t pretend there ain’t, i ain’t placin’ any blame,<br>[04:08.13]i ain’t pointin’ fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint.<br>[04:10.95]i know it just feels like we just pissed away our history,<br>[04:13.64]but just today, i looked at your picture, almost hate to say,<br>[04:16.47]i miss you self consciously, wish it didn’t end this way.<br>[04:19.28]but i just had to get away, don’t know why,<br>[04:20.35]i don’t know what else to say, i guess i’m..<br> <br> <br>