暂停下载lrc！<br><br>[ti:child psychology]<br>[ar:black box recorder]<br>[al:england made me]<br>[by:boycw]<br>[offset:500]<br>[00:05.71]<br>[00:18.88]i stopped talking when i was six years old<br>[00:22.83]i didn’t want anything more to do with the outside world<br>[00:27.06]i was happy being quiet<br>[00:29.82]but of course they wouldn’t leave me alone<br>[00:36.18]my parents tried every trick in the book<br>[00:39.34]from speech therapists to child psychologists<br>[00:42.80]they even tried bribery<br>[00:45.78]i could have anything, as long as i said it out loud<br>[00:49.39]<br>[00:55.01]life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it<br>[01:06.69]life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it<br>[01:10.29]<br>[01:18.62]of course this episode didn’t last forever<br>[01:21.91]i’d made my point and it was time to move on<br>[01:26.15]to peel away the next layer of deceit<br>[01:29.24]and see what new surprises lay in store<br>[01:35.82]my school report said i showed no interest<br>[01:39.34]’a disruptive influence’ i felt sorry for them in a way<br>[01:44.71]and when they finally expelled me<br>[01:47.53]it didn’t mean a thing<br>[01:49.54]<br>[03:50.61][01:54.47]life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it<br>[03:37.33][03:25.25][02:04.90]life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it<br>[04:00.52]<br>[02:14.90]"at that time she stopped what she was doing, <br>[02:14.93]she stopped playing... she stared, she had the <br>[02:14.96]facial grimicing... and then the psychiatrist was saying, <br>[02:14.99]"julie, julie, can you hear me? can you <br>[02:15.10]open your eyes? can you stick out your tongue?<br>[02:15.30]" and all of a sudden, julie struck out")[02:37.36]the november when i came home the christmas decorations were already up<br>[02:42.09]spray on snow, coloured flashing lights<br>[02:45.51]and an artificial tree that played silent night<br>[02:48.54]over and over again<br>[02:54.25]my parents welcomed me with loving arms<br>[02:57.66]but within an hour were back at each others throats<br>[03:00.89]normal, happy childhood back on course<br>[03:04.39]batteries not included<br>[03:07.72]<br>[03:13.06]life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it*<br>