prove yourself歌词

i can’t afford
to breath in this town
nowhere to sit without a gun in my hand
hooked back up to my cathode ray
i’m better off dead
prove yourself
i wanna breath i wanna grow
i’d say i want it but i don’t know how
i work,
i bleed,
i beg,
i pray
but i’m better off dead
i’m better off dead
prove yourself
why?